As I watch the traffic pass us, I sleepwalk

FRIENDS ONLY XOX

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 16:29:38 GMT

Add me, if i know you, i'll add you back.
But if i know you from school......
Sorry sweetie.

♠
lissy

FLIST-CUT.

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 16:26:07 GMT

Hi.

It's time for my ULTIMATE FLIST CUT.

I'm sorry for those who got taken off..

I'll be honest with all of you. I dont accept all friend "requests" anymore. Just because you add me, doesnt mean i automatically add you. I really like making friends, and LJ strengthens my relationships with people..but soemtimes it backfires.... So from now on, I'll only let a COUPLE of people in to my LJ life.. *which exposes a whole lot of me*

So if you were taken off my flist, it might mean a lot of things, either, i have grown apart from you, or that i feel like you dont even care about my posts anymore... it may vary... so That's it.

For those who got taken off: Thanks for being my "LJ friend" while it lasted. and for those who find themselves seeing my friends only posts, thanks for being there for me, all this time. I appreciate it.

If you're a friend at school, you'll probably be eliminated from my F-List, this doesnt mean I dont love you, it just probably means that I'm not comfortable with you seeing my entries.. even if we're close at school..

I hope you guys understand. :) Thanks.. and cheers ♥

♥
liss

MC.TC.

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 13:11:24 GMT

only 3 more days before paradise...

Go me.

I intend to leave of the envy and anger here in Quezon City. I hope they get lost while i'm gone. XD

♥
L.

P.S. Merry christmas everyone...!

Incest...? not really.

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 13:02:32 GMT

ohkay. Ew.

Christmas party going on..and i just saw my 23 year old guy cousin from my dad's sad flirt with my 18 year old girl cousin from my mom's side. What makes it more disgusting..is that.. she liked it...i think.

Ewww....

Ewwww...

i'll post pictures later.

so sleepy.
bummer. i think i just found out what my mom/sister's will give me...bean bag.

grar.

gaah.

♥
lis

will post stupid pictures later.

we're playing twister :3

Christmas Cheers :D

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 03:52:49 GMT

Mada Mada Dane.

I had fun yesterday :3 I baked LOTSA cookies and brought them to band practice. XD

I got pretty gits from my bandmates:

Sari: Polka Dotted Wallet
Nash: Polka Dotted Earrings (c/o Sari)
Ron: ~~Polka Dotted~~ Voodoo doll

Ronald liked my cookies. OH YEAH~~~ ~~My cookies rock..!!!~~ He said that it was one of the best cookies he's ever tasted..! GO ME. XD

I think we spent more time talking than Playing.

WE PLAYED ISLAND IN THE SUN OH YAY~ GO SARI~

WE HAD A JOKE SESSION..

they're so corny.. >.<

nyaha.

In conclusion:

I love my band
I love my bestfriend
I love moku too! <3
I love tenipuri
and I missed Cara. x_x

Waaai. Eiji. <3

Soon, i'll have a flist cut, and a journal overhaul. XD

Nyaha.

♥
Lisane

*goes off to watch more Tenipuri*

Irked off

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 16:43:06 GMT

gawd. so much for writing and making my layout. :/

ended up making icons..but it pissed me off.

*leaves to prepare for sleepover*

♥
liss

irk.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 15:39:14 GMT

i just realized that all my stories were in the other computer.

damn.

This is the day...i decide on what the hell I want to do..with today.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 15:34:01 GMT

Okay. that was a fucked up subject. 8D

I decided to update despite the lack of ideas on what to update about. Whenever I have something to update about, something to write that actually might pass for something profound, i end up not writing the long essay I had intended on doing so earlier. It's really sad actually.

I really want to be a writer. But..have you ever heard of a writer who's too lazy to write? I'm writing for this website, i have around ten stories there, and the last time i updated was around a year ago. I feel guilt whenever I recieve an email from a reader to tell me to write again. I really do want to write again but... It's just so. I dont know... I just lose the mood to do so.

This habbit has caused a conflict with my grammar, and spelling.(well, there was always a problem with my spelling, vodka_tea knows that. right chaZ? :3) Sometimes, i think in my head, was it... i were always or i was always??? It's really stupid.

So tonight, Instead of making icons (I realized how addicted i was in making icons when i saw that every Icontest comm i have in my Flist happens to have an icon from me)I decided to continue my stories. I know i wont finish a chapter but oh well XD at least i tried.

♥
liss

P.S. I'll try to write after i finish fixing my layout XD

everything looks perfect from far away...

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 08:23:07 GMT

yay. exams are through and freedom is here. But now, i have a lot of work awaiting me. BUT WHO CARES?! *decides to procrastinate*

I like rainbows.

they're so purdy... ♥

a couple more hours before...school.. x_x

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 19:58:44 GMT

It's 3:47 am here... and so far, here's my list of things to do:

1. wrap all christmas gifts.. (tracy's and moku's i havent wrapped yet :/)
2. study CLE (I focused on math more. Screw CL)
3. Burn Cds (Half way through it already)
4. Practice Guitar (I'll just practice tomorrow at school)
5. ~~Study Math~~ (YAY! at least i DID something)
6. ~~Shop for christmas gifts~~ (I ROCK! YEAH!..i did this before i did any of my school work)
7. Finish Social paper (I have to consult miss about this tomorrow.

Good luck to me tomorrow. Math exam. I need this. i need this.

I am so failing this quarter...and that has never happened to me before

I cant wait for ~~tomorrow~~. I cant wait for EVERYTHING TO BE OVER. All i want to do is color in my hello kitty coloring book :/

Why cant life be as simple as that?

I WANT TO SLEEP

There should be a rule against Exams and Christmas parties..really. I never get to study..rushing all the xmas gifts i have to give :/

♥
Someone really tired.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 14:30:53 GMT

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it's almost 11 and i have yet to reach half of social 8D

*is such a slacker*

♥
lissy

♥

I AM ON HIATUS BUT I AM POSTING

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 05:49:05 GMT

Bio was okay.

Filipino was fucked up.

Bye.

Filipino makes life shitty
♥lix

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 10:28:28 GMT

LIS WANTS A PAID ACCOUNT

~~But everyone's much luckier than she is~~

i've made it so complicated for me.

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 09:50:29 GMT

Okay, this isnt what i planned to write about today. After coming home from a fun gimmik, it wasnt so expected that I'd stumble upon my sister's blog, and find a very personal entry by accident ~~on purpose~~.

I was so sure that they'd be together. Sp sure that he's already head over feet over her. I've been so sure so many times before...and these are the times i remind myself never be too confident all the time. The thing is, she's heartbroken. And the most amazing thing is that i didnt even notice. She's always like that. I'm really close to my sister but she tends to shy away about things ~~no wonder she's been bitchy lately~~ She never really tells me anything about her personal life, like her heartaches and breaks. I really wish she would.

Now, how do i comfort her with out her knowing that i read her blog?

:c

Ohkay.

Maybe another karaoke with vodka_tea of Driver's high would make me feel better.

I'll post about that soon..

♥
Hiatus
~~but i'll still probably post tomorrow~~

♥
lis

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 15:22:22 GMT

a stupid rumbleramble of thoughts that i made into a stupid song...that makes no sense..that is made fun of....

Didyouknowifyoulovedmeiwouldhavetoldtheworld.Idtakeyouinmyarmsandneverletyougo.IknowImnother.IknowIwillneverbe.Butifyougivemeachance.Illdoallthatican.Idgladlydrowninyou.Becauseyoumakemefeelyellow.Afraidbutnolongerscared.Becauseyouthatswhatyoutaughtme.Youmakemefeelyellow.Imnolongerafraidtobebeautiful.Andidgladlyfeelbeautifulforyou.Thatsalliwanttodo.Idontwanttomakeyoumyeverythingbecauseillendupwithnothing.Butthatshowmuchiloveyou.andidontwantthattochange.Thatshowyoumakemefeel.

Okay, it's not done yet and I need to fix the words..but that's how i feel. :)

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 01:01:06 GMT

Busy Busy Busy week.

Tuesday, i collapsed at school, and ended up going home early. That was so cool, fainting. It's such an "out of the body" experience. haha. Fair Fair Fair! It's so boring.

HOORAY For two eleven for winning the song fest! WE WON! WE WON! I'm so happy. haha.

i'm too lazy to update.

INTERNET'S FIXED! DSL! WIFI! I <3 being online!

http://lisaneinperspective.95mb.com
that's my website. new one. not yet done though. tag! bye!

♥s you all.

<3 lix

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 13:22:18 GMT

mmmmm birthdays. hmmmmm.. fun..... hmmmm.

actually, i really dont like birthdays. well, i like em, i just dont like mine, because when i do, it's just disappointing.

So in order these are the people who greeted me:

sari
12:17 am

Vero
7:29 am

chaz
9:27 am
9:45
9:46
(she sent me birthday texts three times)

job
10:15 am

kaye
11:24 am

hansky
1:22pm

Skip
5:45 pm

nikkibyun
7:26pm

thank you so much guys. i luve you guys so much!

yesterday was gaspard ulliel and regine's birthday!

YAY!!!!! I LOVE DIDI FOR MY CAKE! <33333

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 16:36:10 GMT

I hate it when things get lost. When it happens, you tend to think about it all the time. The 'what ifs' and the 'what nows' will be haunting you for the next couple of days, and if you're lucky you'll find it. but that's only if you're lucky. Unfortunately, i lost the 20 raffle tickets in my home (or so i think) and i'm in despair. I need to find it. I cannot pay Php2000 for no good bloody reason. I refuse to do so. I'm sorry glendy, i cant do the assignment for your stupid subject just yet. I dont feel like sleeping yet, it's already late and lately, staying up is all i've been doing.

I'm not going to the beach anymore for my birthday. I just lost the feel of it. I didnt feel like going to the beach knowing that i'm failing math. So, instead, i'll spend my birthday quietly. (which is something good) My eldest sister kept going: are you sure? no hard feelings? Are you SURE SURE? Really i dont. Though it's hard to believe, i really hate my birthday. I end up building expectations that are never met.

I still want that caramel sundae.(from my birthday wish from last year *that i never got*)

I wont have any expectations this time. HEcK, i'll expect the worst. :) I do have two wishes:

♥
I wish i were in love!

♥
I wish for an A in math!

Both are such hard to reach. Haha. so much for not having any expectations.

Funny, everyone's in love but me. The time I stop liking people, they start being googley eyed and Mushy. (well except sari, she's in love and all but, she's not googley eyed and mushy) I find it quite amusing. I'm so proud of the people who like someone!

People tend to forget that sometimes it doesnt matter if they like you back, it just matters that you're enjoying the feeling, cherishing it while it's there.

*a lesson learned from irisa*

♥
lis

P.S. THANK YOU ACE!!! *ace greeted me 2 days before my birthday thus making him second and first at the same time!. -Job was first, but he doesnt really count- First because he officialy said 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'. he greeted me earlier because i greeted him 2 days before his birthday too. Weird boy. Thanks! *squish*

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 16:46:38 GMT

honestly, lisane is very happy. Actually, when my mom made me wait in front of UP college of music for two hours sort of ticked me off but at the end of the day she is VERY VERY happy.

Lisane is also so shallow.

but..

hey...

it's still happiness c:

♥
lisanesansan

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 16:07:44 GMT

it's time to update my blog again! YAMOO!!!

wahahhaa.

Yesterday, Didi and I went on a food frenzy. We went to the supermarket to buy food just so we can get the wrappers for the Social Studies project. It was really funny. I kept feeding her brothers gum and candy just so we wouldnt waste the food. x_x

I ended up buying candy that i couldnt eat. it was so sad. x_x Damn braces.

I almost ended up typing liverjournal.com i wonder if there really is such a website.

*thinks*

well i better go read now. mwehe. mwehe. mwehe.

Night! thanks for the comments for my last entry. x_x sorry for not replying. x_x i havent been ol for a while. x_x

mada_mada_dane I ♥ you! X3

just felt like saying that. O_o

♥
teh spouse collector

p.s. new hyde icons. homer gosh. i so love my smooch and porcupine hyde icons. mwahahaha

Bleach Fangirling

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 11:55:01 GMT

Today was gica's suprise party. I told myself that i'd arrive early but i had to pick out a gift for gica first. But i was watching bleach and i just couldnt leave it, so after the epi where ishida beats the hell out of the freaky guy, i went to the shops to search for the perfect gift. I arrived at around Ten, and ended up leaving at around 11:45. I was already late. I had to commute from my house to Mcdonald's and that took an hour, i kept falling asleep to add. I was still tired from the night before---scratch that, the past week. I havent slept decently the past week just because of bleach. waaah.

So anyway, in the process of surprising gica, we had to squish all together in the girl's bathroom, boys and girls alike. hahaha, it was funny. (YAY! ken grew his hair back. haha)

The party was Ok, but something felt different.

For some reason, last year was much funner than this year. I dont know why. :c Maybe it's just me.

Anyway, Val and I went to Ace's and picked up my book. That boy's still the same no matter what you do to him. Him and his freaky laugh. *cringE*

I went on a bleach marathon, and the To be continued.... part didnt exactly help me quench my thirst for mooooore bleach. I hope they get the next episodes already. i'm literally dying here. ooookay, maybe not literally.

wehe.

i want to make icons.

but i cant. my dvds wont work on my pc. dammit. i'll try my laptop :/

Tata.

♥
the spouse collector

longest day of my life.

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 15:55:36 GMT

i am tired.

crap. today was such a long day.

SongFest
awwe. I feel so bad for didi. She was so frustrated a while ago. From the moment she started giving that small speech, i knew she was going to cry. She decided not to go to Miko's birthday trip and then I decided not to either, so together we existed the building. and about the crying part,i was right, because when we walked from our classroom to the parking lot, her nose got all red and her eyes became all teary.I felt sooooooo bad then and there. I just couldnt leave her crying now could i? I <3 didi too much to leave her alone, and crying to boot.

So i stayed and talked to her. and ended up riding her bus home, went to her house for a little while to burn a cd. And left to leave Didi at peace.

shOpping

Then I went shopping with my mom and my dad, each of us bought a pair of shoes. my mom bought skechers, i bought suede chucks and my dad bought adidas rubbershoes. hahahaha, it was so funny. i saw this guitar and i fell in love with it, but i had to get over it soon because my dad was suggesting that i sell stellar for it, then he realized that buying the guitar was the best thing to do.

So now i'm home.

TIREd As HeLL.

♥lis

<-----follow what hyde says!----->

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 05:56:05 GMT

comment to be added^^ thank you!
<lis

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 15:04:19 GMT

I feel really crappy right now, and it’s now that I choose to blog. Yay. I don’t really feel crappy in any special way, I’m just crappy because I want to sleep and I cant since I have to study for the CL exam tomorrow…!!! Waaaah. I hope I don’t screw up the math exam tomorrow if I do, then all my hard work will be for nothing. Crap, I’m not thinking straight, I cant even put a couple of words together properly, so if there are mistakes, sorry, it’s obviously not on purpose.

I got 7o/75 in my Bio LT today, and that’s probably the highest I have ever gotten in Bio. And I’m so relieved. I <3 Miss Delfin forever and forever. Well I probably better go now, more cle handouts are waiting for me downstairs and that’s what making me feel so crappy.

CRAP!

CLE IS CRAP!

*bow*

♥lix

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 12:13:03 GMT

when i saw my dad's old tapes, i knew they were calling out to me. that's when i took them, and watched them for a good sixty minutes.watching myself strut my stuff on camera wasnt the best thing to see. it was humiliating. ha ha ha.

Then I saw myself when i was three. even then i was a heard headed kid.

i so rock.

♥ lix

p.s. my had a nightmare that i got pregnant.

like that'll ever happen. i'm so anti social.

Now I'M freaked out.